As I lay next to you
I write all these poems in my head.
But you ask me to say something sweet
And I lose my voice.
It’s not fair or right
I’m not sure why it happens every night
Will you still love me when the only time
I give you my heart is on paper?
Are the forehead kisses enough
to get you through the hard times?
-April 2018
An interesting phenomenon. I think one would need to realize why that is so. Whether you are insecure (afraid of him hurting you/ not reciprocating). Or if you fear his reaction (laughter/ lack of appreciation). Or if you really feel what you write.
The root of the issue definitely needs to be discovered and dealt with to continue pass it, great insight!
Completely off topic but I nominated you for the Mystery Blogger Award. You can check it out https://thelupiemomma.wordpress.com/2018/05/19/2355/?preview=true