I hate myself for coming back to you every time
And I hate you for being the one I fall before.
I hate you for being so difficult
For not appreciating my worth
For leaving me
To fend for myself
in this hopeless dating world.
I hate myself for being your fool again.
Intense feeling makes us hopeless.
Beautiful writing!
My thoughts exactly.
Brilliant 🖤
Lovely words – can definitely empathise on this. 😊
My first thought was this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpNw7jYkbVc
There is a hopeless fool in every lover. Without the willingness to be so vulnerable, we would live in our hardened shells, which is a worse fate. Your direct expression of this love anguish is compelling. It really touches the heart of anyone who has been a jester in love’s court.