You knew exactly what I wanted When and how. Could read what I needed before I even knew. No thoughts just instinct. How did something so good have to grow so complicated. -May 2020
I wish i could get out of my head Just some time to break away From the madness. Not a moments peace When my thoughts are swirling of you. -May 2020
Your hearts so soft I feel like I could break it with one touch. But it bounces back as if I was never there at all.
Showered and tucked in to bed You always take care of me. Another reason I could fall for you. But I know better Than to make the same mistake twice.
You never ask questions Because of your pride Or you just don’t care enough. I think that is the only question that needs answering.
So many questions on my mind But I don’t ask because I fear the answers. Am I fooling myself if I wonder that’s maybe why you’ve stopped asking questions too?
I want to call you baby I want to wear your shirt to bed. I want you to hang out with my family. I want you to take me to the new restaurant downtown. I want to cheer you on at your hockey games. I want more than I planned. -March 2020
You give so much of yourself so freely. So freely, I wonder how there is any of you left. But you are bright, full, and soft. I want to keep getting my fill of you All while telling you to guard your heart for once. There are pieces of you in people that did not deserve you. But I…
You giggle softly into my shoulder and my chest swells like it hasn’t in years. Like I’m not sure it knew how to anymore. Like I’m not sure I would ever be ready for again. You caught me off guard and finally, I’m not scared to breathe in love again. -March 2020
I’m 2 days sober and I say it’s all over. Then you text me and I fall off the wagon again. Back under the influence of the games you play with my heart. My cheeks are numb with generous gulps of alcohol and my mind is saturated with thoughts of you. – Dec 2019