I lost myself while chasing after you I was hoping to find myself again In your love But I’m afraid you’ll never stop running. So scared you don’t even trust your own shadow
I’m stuck on loving you Stranded on an island You seem to have just coasted through. I grow lonely and hungry For your love.
She’ll never know the young woman she could have been if she didn’t grow up under your hawk eye criticism. You talk about her big Italian nose and her spilled out thighs as if that nose didn’t come from you and your mother. As if her first breathe wasn’t between yours.
You’ve always gone at your own pace which leaves me hoping and waiting for you to finally want me as much as I have wanted you. Would you tell me when it was time to let go? -Oct 2019
You come around long enough just to let him down before your tires start spinning again. After the rubber burning smoke is gone you still leave him standing here alone again. The same tail lights have daunted his dreams Since he was just 5. He gave up hope long ago that you would ever be any father of his.
You’re not asking for too much Just what you deserve. I promise, baby I’m going to give it to you.
I’m hard to love so the devil does. He’s sweeter than sin and takes care of my soul. I can count on him to be there because he always keeps his promises. He helps me let go of my worries and reminds me of life’s simple pleasures. The devil is good to me So I’m bad for him….
I don’t need the money or the jewels Just your time. I don’t want the fancy meals or trunk filled flowers I just want your sweet attention. Don’t need the jet set trips or newest car Just your affection.
I keep it light and easy Don’t want to seem so clingy so I’ll reach out to another girl with you in the back of my mind. I try to let all your excuses roll off my back. But maybe you’re too complicated for any attachments. I sure know how to waste my time. -Nov 2019
I’m stuck in this place but my mind wanders like eyelashes that float through the wind carried by luck filled wishes. If only I could be like that, lighter than air and free.