I’m fragile in ways you might not want me to be And you don’t like when I air out your dirty laundry But baby, I wasn’t the one who created this mess So don’t blame me for the way I act out now. -May 2018
I try to tell myself that you’re nothing special but all these years have passed without anyone else getting underneath my skin quite like you. I tell myself that it’s because in some way we are meant to be. Maybe it won’t be for forever but why don’t you give us a chance to find out. -Oct 2019
I should let it go but i don’t. It’s not fair and it’s not right. You’ve never given me a reason to hold on it’s always only been in my mind. She’s created the best fantasy of them all. The opposite of the reality of you. -April 2018
I watch your favorite movie As an illusion to feel close to you and I don’t know why I would want that. I drive past your house to see if you’re really doing well without me. As if I’d see a banner hanging from your front porch saying that your biggest mistake was ever letting me go. -June 2018
There have only been 2 before you that consumed me this way. Neither ended well but I’m not ready to give up on you yet. I’m hoping you’ll break this pattern and answer as my heart calls out to you. -Oct 2019
I hope it messes with your head to think of me I hope you’re paying for the things you did to me Messed with my head and my heart But it’s you who lost out. Didn’t know a good thing when you had it Took my time and affection for granted. And now you’re hitting me up Just praying for…
I wrote such sweet and loving words for you But if I’m honest baby I’m not sure I believe them My love for you is so volatile One week I can’t get enough of you The next I’m ready to slam the door on you You’re so sure about our future And I wonder if you’re fooling me with sweet…
It’s like I’m always waiting for the other shoe to drop Waiting for you to break my heart again Feeling like I’m paranoid but I cant stop asking questions they always lead to answers I don’t like. What are you doing to me? Do you know the precious love you hold in your hands Or are you carelessly letting…
You don’t say Hey Gorgeous to me You don’t act like you used to Starting to take me for granted And acting like you could live without me. Baby, this is all on you Not another thing I could do To make you see how good you got it with me Go on, say Hey Gorgeous to yet another. …
I have half written love poems That i can’t finish anymore. The love’s not there My heart left too long ago I know it’s not what you want But i think its time i follow my heart Straight on out of here. -Aug 2019