You say you don’t need me as you reach out for my hand. You try to leave me as you post pictures Desperate for my eyes to see. We each take turns posting Green lights at the edge of Gatsby’s dock. We never say what we mean afraid that darkness might be the only response. -Sept 2019
Your friends know you in a way I probably never will and that makes me feel like I don’t know you at all. -Sept 2019
You always say that you wish I would let you in. But baby, if I do, will you promise not to hurt me? But if you’re not patient with me Then baby, I’m shutting all the doors. If you will let me breathe Then I will let you see the rest of me. -2015
I know I’m not your’s but I hope you know I’m not anyone else’s. I’m not interested in love if it’s not your’s. I’m not looking to be wrapped up in anyone’s arms at night. But I’ll open the door if it’s you knocking. It’s only you that makes the heat rush in my blood And a smile…
I understand so well how much she means to you because that’s how much you mean to me. -June 2019
It’s October so obviously I have to talk about ghosting at some point this Halloween season! In 2017 I wrote about instances where it actually might be better to ghost. Here we are two years later and I’m still thinking ghosting has its benefits. The thing is, we’re so used to ghosting now that we don’t even really know…
I try to tell myself that you’re nothing special but all these years have passed without anyone else getting underneath my skin quite like you. I tell myself that it’s because in some way we are meant to be. Maybe it won’t be for forever but why don’t you give us a chance to find out. -Oct 2019
I watch your favorite movie As an illusion to feel close to you and I don’t know why I would want that. I drive past your house to see if you’re really doing well without me. As if I’d see a banner hanging from your front porch saying that your biggest mistake was ever letting me go. -June 2018
There have only been 2 before you that consumed me this way. Neither ended well but I’m not ready to give up on you yet. I’m hoping you’ll break this pattern and answer as my heart calls out to you. -Oct 2019