We drive around in the moonlight You tell stories about work and your hometown. I’m riding your passenger seat trying to hide the smile that knows I’m weak for you. You could take me anywhere just as long as we’re side by side. -Nov 2019
Valentine’s Day is quickly approaching so I thought it would be a fun time to talk about why it’s okay and common to talk to multiple daters at the same time while using dating apps. When on dating apps you tend to get a batch of matches at the same time. This increases your chances of starting multiple conversations…
Oh darling, won’t you swing those sweet blue eyes my way? Oh darling, I see the way you’re smiling at him and I wonder what I could do to have you look at me that way. Oh darling, I promise you tears only from too much laughter and when the pain comes I promise to hold you through it…
I wonder if your sister ever got married. I wonder what you taste like. I wonder if your friend likes his job out of state. I wonder how strong your arms would feel wrapped around me. I wonder if you wonder about me. I wonder if you remember the details of my life like I do yours. I wonder how…
You’re familiar and safe from vulnerability You give me all your time yet I’m still left feeling like I don’t measure up somehow. With you there’s no risk but somehow with you I still end up hurt. -Oct 2019
I have to come to terms with that fact that you’ll never own up to all that you put me through. You deflect it enough that I wonder if I’m losing my mind again with you. I’m trying to learn not to place the blame in dark places or wishing wells. Sometimes they’re one in the same but I’m done…
If you’re going to close the door then just do it baby because I can’t spend my whole life always checking to see if you still have a light burning for me. So either slam that door or let me in.
You say you’ll have to remember what I like for next time. But there never was a next time. It was a last time And I wish I held on a little bit longer I wish I could still remember the feel of your skin and the sound of your voice. And I wish I didn’t have to remember at…
My door was never open to you. But all these years you’ve camped out in the front yard. I’m not taking you back because I never called you mine. But I’ll meet you outside my door. -Sept 2019
I knew when I downloaded the apps that I didn’t want to jump right into anything. I also knew it takes a long time to meet someone you actually want to go on more than one date with so I wasn’t too worried about it. The reason I downloaded the apps in the first place right after the break up…