I like how freely you express yourself. I wish I could do the same to show you how good I feel when I’m with you. Do you kiss every girl like that? Would you kiss me like this if you didn’t feel anything? Kiss me absent mindedly again and we can both pretend not to notice. -June 2020
It’s hard for me to admit it but I need your help I know you’d take care of me and I’d be safe in your arms. I know you wouldn’t mind a few salty tears soaking in your shirt. Would you lay with me darling? I can’t face the world on my own today. -July 2020
I have to come to terms with that fact that you’ll never own up to all that you put me through. You deflect it enough that I wonder if I’m losing my mind again with you. I’m trying to learn not to place the blame in dark places or wishing wells. Sometimes they’re one in the same but I’m done…
My door was never open to you. But all these years you’ve camped out in the front yard. I’m not taking you back because I never called you mine. But I’ll meet you outside my door. -Sept 2019
If you don’t want me then make a clean break. Straighten out the truth and send me on my way. If you can say it out loud then I promise I won’t beg. But I can’t let go unless you tell me so. -Sept 2019
I don’t miss you. I miss having fantasies and the shimmering hope for love. Sometimes I get mixed up. -Sept 2019
I want to hurt you if only to prove That you’ve finally let me in close enough to mean something to you. -Sept 2019
I take it all so personally Can’t seem to let the wrong words go I just want to stay in bed all day Shut the blinds and close out the world Call in sick to work Think about texting my selfish ex. I’m just having one of those days where I’m grinding my teeth just to make it through. …
