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Poetry By On November 14, 2018

What Fear Does to Me

I know it’s not right to punish you My misplaced anger changes with the slightest shift in the wind. So I keep my voice low When my thoughts are loud. And wonder how long you’ll put up with this.   -October 2018

Poetry By On October 23, 2018

Should I Worry About Losing You?

I only wanted to feel close to you again Because my insecurities keep getting the best of me And I know it wouldn’t be fair To treat you like a convicted man So I keep my mouth shut And my softest thoughts open.   -October 2018+

Dating Blog By On September 5, 2018

10 Ticking Time Bombs in a Relationship

Keeping a relationship going is hard work and there are a number of traps you and your significant other can slip into. CEO from 1 Code Hub asked me what are some issues that could cause future break ups and I’m here with some answers! Lack of communication   I’ve answered before that communication is the most important part of…

Dating Blog By On August 22, 2018

What a Long Term Relationship has Taught Me

Prior to my current relationship I had only ever reached the early stages of dating. It was still a time to look and act your best as you still wanted to impress your date and win them over. As my relationship reaches its first year mark, I reflect back on the changes I’ve noticed when a relationship becomes long term….

Poetry By On August 1, 2018

Erase Her

You talk to me but it’s mumbled Over by the words in my head of things she’s said to you. I take you to places you’ve been before With her and I wonder if I can replace Memories. Can I erase her from you? Maybe the trouble is that I can’t Erase her from me.   -May 2018

Poetry By On May 6, 2018

Late

Please don’t say I’m too late Every poem i write now starts with I’m sorry I know it hurts to feel me pull away I can’t decide if I’m meant to stay or go I know i love you now but will that last forever I’m sorry I’m the only one doubting our love Will you forgive me when i…

Poetry By On April 18, 2018

Problem Child

I hate being the problem child. The one causing all the heartache. One would think I’m addicted to my own pain with the way I break my own heart.

Poetry By On February 8, 2018

Dead Branches

These thoughts rotting inside my head are not my own I know that and yet I cannot stop thinking them. I’m sorry it’s not just the two of us in this relationship. Thank you for being patient and kind the gentle hand to soothe my worries away. Even as I sway, I always stay rooted in you. And I will…

Dating Blog By On January 19, 2018

Dating Expectations (The Learning Curve)

For those well versed in dating apps and the modern dating world, you probably are familiar with how much expectations can mess with a date. I went on many first dates but second dates were few and far in between. And when I did agree to a second date with a decent guy and good conversation, it usually tanked horribly!…

Poetry By On November 4, 2017

Untrusting Monsters

Insecurity and doubt are monsters that live in my head. I introduced you to them last night in bed but I’m sure I’m not the first girl of yours to do that. Are there any alarms going off inside your head that think I’m just a different brand of crazy? An apology scraps the inside of my mouth but the…