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Poetry By On August 1, 2018

Erase Her

You talk to me but it’s mumbled Over by the words in my head of things she’s said to you. I take you to places you’ve been before With her and I wonder if I can replace Memories. Can I erase her from you? Maybe the trouble is that I can’t Erase her from me.   -May 2018

Poetry By On May 6, 2018

Late

Please don’t say I’m too late Every poem i write now starts with I’m sorry I know it hurts to feel me pull away I can’t decide if I’m meant to stay or go I know i love you now but will that last forever I’m sorry I’m the only one doubting our love Will you forgive me when i…

Poetry By On April 18, 2018

Problem Child

I hate being the problem child. The one causing all the heartache. One would think I’m addicted to my own pain with the way I break my own heart.

Poetry By On February 8, 2018

Dead Branches

These thoughts rotting inside my head are not my own I know that and yet I cannot stop thinking them. I’m sorry it’s not just the two of us in this relationship. Thank you for being patient and kind the gentle hand to soothe my worries away. Even as I sway, I always stay rooted in you. And I will…

Dating Blog By On January 19, 2018

Dating Expectations (The Learning Curve)

For those well versed in dating apps and the modern dating world, you probably are familiar with how much expectations can mess with a date. I went on many first dates but second dates were few and far in between. And when I did agree to a second date with a decent guy and good conversation, it usually tanked horribly!…

Poetry By On November 4, 2017

Untrusting Monsters

Insecurity and doubt are monsters that live in my head. I introduced you to them last night in bed but I’m sure I’m not the first girl of yours to do that. Are there any alarms going off inside your head that think I’m just a different brand of crazy? An apology scraps the inside of my mouth but the…

Dating Blog By On November 2, 2017

How I Nearly Sabotaged My Relationship

You might have thought that the fact that I now have a Boyfriend would solve the question of if I’m dateable or not. Well, I think the Jury might still be out on that one because Fun Fact – you can still try to ruin your love life whether you’re casually dating or married! I’ve spoken about my intimacy issues…

Poetry By On October 30, 2017

History says I’ll end us

We’ve started something so pure and good here I’m scared I’ll ruin it The same way I usually do with all the others before you I’m so scared of being vulnerable Of getting hurt Of opening up to you only to be disgarded So I’ll push you away before Id let you in Find some reason that this can’t work…

Poetry By On October 28, 2017

Is it Okay that I Observe You so Carefully?

I’m memorizing every piece of you I don’t mean to scare you or be rude they just keep me company while you are gone. I can play back a moment or conversation and you go from my mind to right in front of my eyes. You joke that in a few years I might forget you but your scent will…