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Stubborn

Poetry By On January 17, 2020

Truly Through

Just when I think we’re finally done and truly through You reveal a part of yourself just for me. You say something that makes me wonder if we haven’t put each other through enough yet.   -Oct 2019

Poetry By On January 13, 2020

A Familiar Pain

You’re familiar and safe from vulnerability  You give me all your time yet I’m still left feeling  like I don’t measure up somehow. With you there’s no risk but somehow with you I still end up hurt.   -Oct 2019

Poetry By On January 12, 2020

WISHING WELLS

I have to come to terms with that fact that  you’ll never own up to all that you put me through. You deflect it enough that I wonder  if I’m losing my mind again with you. I’m trying to learn not to place the blame  in dark places or wishing wells. Sometimes they’re one in the same but I’m done…

Dating Blog By On January 10, 2020

Post Break Up Cliches

There so many Cliches for how people act post break up, here are all the ones I fell into. Let me know in the comments which ones you fell into!   Posting on social media a lot I wanted to quickly start moving on with my life and put distance between myself and this chapter that had just ended. Visually…

Poetry By On January 3, 2020

Never Yours

My door was never open to you. But all these years  you’ve camped out in the front yard. I’m not taking you back because I never called you mine. But I’ll meet you outside my door.   -Sept 2019

Poetry By On December 23, 2019

A Deep Fear

I’m not afraid to fall in love with you I’m just afraid to fall deeper than you.   -Sept 2019

Poetry By On December 21, 2019

Hanging On To Nothing

If you don’t want me  then make a clean break. Straighten out the truth  and send me on my way. If you can say it out loud then I promise I won’t beg. But I can’t let go unless you tell me so.   -Sept 2019

Poetry By On October 18, 2019

Always Only

I should let it go but i don’t. It’s not fair and it’s not right. You’ve never given me a reason to hold on it’s always only been in my mind. She’s created the best fantasy of them all. The opposite of the reality of you.   -April 2018

Poetry By On October 14, 2019

Do you have a new favorite movie?

I watch your favorite movie As an illusion to feel close to you and I don’t know why I would want that. I drive past your house  to see if you’re really doing well without me. As if I’d see a banner hanging from your front porch saying that your biggest mistake was ever letting me go.   -June 2018

Poetry By On September 27, 2019

Following My Heart

I have half written love poems That i can’t finish anymore. The love’s not there My heart left too long ago I know it’s not what you want  But i think its time i follow my heart Straight on out of here.   -Aug 2019