I know you love me
You love me more
than you’ve ever loved anyone else
But I know I’m not the first in your arms
And I can hear how she sweet talked you
How the heat of her body warmed your blood
How she sang into your ear like you two were the only ones in the crowd
The roads you took to spend another night beside her
The words you permanently printed into history about her
I know it all because you’ve shown me, told me, hurt me
You don’t even need to say her name anymore and I know
But do you know how much it messes with me head?
How often moments with you are overridden
My mind replacing me with her
Flashbacks of memories I wasn’t even there for
Please make it stop.