I think back on memories
and try to figure out
why I didn’t leave you sooner.
You gave me so many perfect opportunities
by always letting me down.
Was I hard headed or blind?
Why did I let you stay mine?
-June 2020
I think back on memories
and try to figure out
why I didn’t leave you sooner.
You gave me so many perfect opportunities
by always letting me down.
Was I hard headed or blind?
Why did I let you stay mine?
-June 2020
Hindsight is a kicker. Been there!
It takes longer than I thought to stop being angry, I must say
I know the feeling. I had a girlfriend who treated me like crap for much of 2011, and I stayed with her because (a) I didn’t want to give up too early, and I didn’t expect any relationship to be without conflict, and (b) I had a girlfriend who liked Star Wars and retro video games, and that’s not something to give up lightly.
I stayed for the same reasons! I needed to give it a true chance and Im glad I proved that to myself but I still get angry about all the bad things he did.
Really loved this!!! Been there, done that!! Letting Go is a simple notion but much harder to do!!!
xoxo
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Did you ever got the answer “why”? Please please reply if you know the “why” now!!? Just excited to know.
Ah yes the why was a few things: 1. It wasn’t all bad, so I was always hoping to get back to the good times. 2. I wanted to prove to myself that I didn’t bail when things first got tough, as things continued to stack up I realized I needed to set limits and know when to jump from a sunk ship.