A moment alone and my thoughts lead me straight to you
And my heart breaks over and over again
How can anyone else can handle this pain in their chest?
I want to write about you
But i’ve already cried too much today
I think about you
And it’s like i’m reliving it all over again
Cant even write the word funeral
Without tears falling
I hope you know that I love you
With how much it hurts to write it
And not be able to tell you.
-July 2018