Its always worse at night baby Always hate to be apart baby Wish you would be mine baby Wish you would take more than just my time baby. -May 2020
And we’re never on the same page Always pushing while ones pulling Always at the border of each other’s lives Refusing to step in or away It’s pointless torture And nothing good could come of it. -May 2020
He holds me tight and I wonder if he’ll love me past tonight. I fill my head with nonsense Wishing we could be More than just a you and a me. -June 2020
I’m searching your face For any clue of what’s going on behind those eyes? Are you happy or frustrated Maybe you don’t even know But oh how I wish she didn’t effect you at all -June 2020
I like how freely you express yourself. I wish I could do the same to show you how good I feel when I’m with you. Do you kiss every girl like that? Would you kiss me like this if you didn’t feel anything? Kiss me absent mindedly again and we can both pretend not to notice. -June 2020
I try to keep my distance because I know loving me would be a bad idea. Please don’t idolize the way I hold myself. You want the fantasy of me and that only leads to reality breaking your heart. I’m trying to save you from the heartache you don’t deserve Let me save you before you make me a weak…
Are you waiting for me to come back again? Are you lonely and dying for my attention? Let me in and I’ll seduce you again. -June 2020
You tell me No but you don’t let me go. The door is closing but you leave it unlocked Always welcoming a late night knock. -May 2020
