I Wonder If I Cross Your Mind

I wonder if your sister ever got married.

I wonder what you taste like.

I wonder if your friend likes his job out of state.

I wonder how strong your arms

would feel wrapped around me.


I wonder if you wonder about me.

I wonder if you remember the details of my life

like I do yours. 

I wonder how deep your love

could fill my chest.

I wish I didn’t have to wonder at all. 



-Sept 2019


I have to come to terms

with that fact that 

you’ll never own up

to all that you put me through.

You deflect it enough that I wonder 

if I’m losing my mind again with you.

I’m trying to learn not to place the blame 

in dark places or wishing wells.

Sometimes they’re one in the same

but I’m done wishing on you.